life is beautiful

Smile, without a reason why
Love, as if you were a child,
Smile, no matter what they tell you
Don't listen to a word they say
Cause life is beautiful that way.

Tears, a tidal wave of tears
Light, that slowly disappears
Wait, before you close the curtain
There is still another game to play
And life is beautiful that way

Here with his eyes forevermore
I will always be as close as you
remember from before
Now that you're out there on your own
Remember what is real and
what we dream is love alone

Keep the laughter in you eyes
Soon your long awaited prize
We'll forget about our sorrows
And think about a brighter day
Cause life is beautiful that way.

We'll forget about our sorrows
And think about a brighter day,
Cause life is beautiful that way
There's still another game to play
And life is beautiful that way

-from the film "life is beautiful"

2nd in france

im in a big hall,
im being beaten up,
infront of hundreds of people.
who sum i know,
they all laughin at me,
i just let myself being beaten up,
i couldnt fight back,
the guy is so big and strong,
nobody's helping me,
im so weak,
so sad,
yet im not dead,
im still breathin,
but there's blood,
and pain,
and satisfaction.
coz of who im.
im being beaten up, hurt,
inside...
so...
hurt.
so frustrated.
that it feels satisfied to see myself
being beaten up and smashed hard.
because,
thats Me.

1st in france

im in my room, here, in aix-en-provence.
dis is my adress:
chez mdm otsmane,
chemin de beauregard,
13100 aix-en-provence.

my room is not so small.
juz me here...
i hav my laptop,
hav internet
borin...
i do dis
i had great time here...
i miss malaysia... ofcoz...
ssum ppl say i hav everythin i want 2...
mayb..
i should b thankfull.
still
no matter where im...
im still alone...
there's still nobody.
2 walk with me.
im all alone...
thts all 4 today...
will put in sum other time..
au revoir..