a lie?

im in iut now,
no more internet 24/7...
ari2 masuk kat lab leh check frensta je..
ym xder dlm pc ni...
dis is my life.
bored, and boredom.
i miss sumthin,
its hard to say,
but rite now.
wat important the most is,
im breathing.
and as long as i still m,
i need 2 cycle tht bike 2 class everyday,
climb tht stairs to my room,
and sleep(or trying to...).
i dun really understand wat einstein said bout time, but
time has gone really fast.
everythings fast.
except me.
everytime i woke up,
i know God still gave me one day 2 live.
He's been kind 2 me.
although im not...
people keep saying they're bad.
when other ppl say they r gud.
y dun they just say yeah, i have faith in god, i think im gud.
i met dfferent ppl everyday,
from many countries,
and they're all like us.
and im still who im.
people can make many interpretation bout ppl stayin abroad.
yet they only know a few...
we alwayz make conclusion base on wat we c when wat we c is just a part of a big puzzle.
i try 2 open my mind as much as i can.
but i cant deny,
the pain tht burdens ppl like me.
i wonder if i'll alwayz b like dis...
still,
as long as im breathing,
i need 2 climb tht stairs to my class...