PNP

with positives there are negatives,
good is something with more positives than negatives, vice-versa for something that is bad.

there goes another day...

limit

there is no limit to what one can do.

from the film "the Pursuit of Happyness"

from the film "Fighter in the Wind"

politics

"an interesting, on-going movie"

parler

the best respond to an insult is silence

silence is a betrayal to your soul
speak good or silence

gud day

i remember tht time,
when i was 17, i wrote a poem,
for my schul book,
it was a masterpiece for me.
and i had many who gave their compliments to me.
but..

well,
it was a sad one.
i even cried when i wrote it.
thts wat makes it even more meaningful.

infact, most of my treasured poems are sad.

right now,

i want to write sumthin cheerful,
somethin tht can give one a hope.

i have exms this monday,
i stop studying after my class end at 5.15pm dis evening,
cause i decided to myself, tht, i had enough studying, i want to relax.
is tht a gud decision?
i will only have tmrw to study.

and i can assure u, i have a lot,
and right now its already 11.24pm,
so, can i wake up early feeling new fresh start?
i once read or sumbody told me, tht d last day before exm, we hav 2 relax,
well, im doing tht right now, so i'll be all studying tomorrow,
is tht a gud decision?

tonight i waste again my time.

but, i watch a movie, and at the end of it, there's a gud song, which im listening to right now,
and tht makes me want to write here in my blog.
sumthin wonderful. ^_^

mumbling

i try 2 discribe my situation now.
but i dont know where to start.
my english prob?
my head?
my BRAIN?
my studies?
my plan?
i could go on and on...
mumbling for hours..
and yet,
is anything accomplished?


NO.

my spirit.
goes high a minute, goes low a minute after tht.

the prob.
is simple.
it is ME.
the way i think.
im not the person who i used 2 b.
my brain.
my mind.
it is all full of crumpy old data,
thts been mixed up,
jack up,
pack up.
im like a pc, tht juz bz running a lot of prog at the same time,
and needs to restart frequently,
and when it did,
it wont work out well, bcoz of so many restarts.
or u can say, RESET.
like a pc tht has been reset too many times, it doesnt work well anymore after awhile.

wat keeps me going,
and dunt go crazy,
is trying,
to think,
tht,
i have to

"DONT WORRY, BE HAPPY"

i sang tht song a couple of times.

but i know, i cant lie, not to myself.
tht im not the same anymore.

my brain...
it thinks too MUCH.
inside my brain,
its like a room, already jammed with cupboards and stuff tht fill things up and make no room for sense.

Creativity is gone, bcoz my brain cant think out of the box since i keep having 2 shut my brain down everytime i try 2 smoothly think.

i need a time 2 relax,

and figure things out.

kal ho naa ho

life's changing every moment
life is now shade
life is now sunshine
every moment on earth..
live life to the fullest
whatever time you have is yours...
for tomorrow might never come

life's changing every moment
life is now shade...
life is now sunshine
every moment on earth..
live life to the fullest
whatever time you have is yours...
for tomorrow might never come

someone to love you with all his heart...
is difficult to come by
should there be someone like that...
he's the one for you, be sure

his hand...
you must take
for all you know...
tomorrow might never be

every moment on earth..
live life to the fullest
whatever time you have is yours...
for tomorrow might never come

in the realm of your eyes...
should someone get close to you...
try a million times
to control your crazy heart...
but it shall continue to beat wildly

but think it over...
this is the moment
this legend...
might not exist tomorrow

life's changing every moment
life is now shade...
life is now sunshine
every moment on earth..
live life to the fullest
whatever time you have is yours...
for tomorrow might never come

every moment on earth..
live life to the fullest
whatever time you have is yours...
for tomorrow might never come

whatever time you have is yours...
for tomorrow might never come

fete de la musique

condition of the festival of music in Aix en Provence.(where i live..)

music everywhere!

ppl r dancing everywhere.

me :)

me wif christophe

me wif Mathieu

nite went crazy, we manage 2 push Christophe inside one of the famous aix's fountain.

and they manage to push me to.. unexpectedly!

the nite ends wif 2 of us being d loser... but it was a great moment ^_^

bilakah Islam kn kembali menguasai dunia?

kwn aku tanya,
dia trkejut org islam x minum arak,
bagi dia itu 1 revolusi yg besar.
dia dh biasa dgn kehidupan yg selalu dgn arak.
dia brminat dgn cara islam.
mcm2 kami bincang,
dia lain dr org2 kafir lain,
kami byk berborak drpd kwn2 lain yg asyik minum ja kat bar.
aku, psl agama ni xda la mndlm sgt, tapi history ni ok gak la, sbb byk baca psl sejarah islam. dia worry dgn keadaan dunia skrg, keadaan neg dia, dia inginkn perubahan.
aku kata, kn dtg satu masa nanti, Islam kn kembali, menguasai dunia,
aku worry gak dgn keadaan dunia skrg, tapi aku agak tenang krna aku tahu ramalan 2 kn jadi kenyataan 1 hari nanti dan aku nantikn saat tu.
aku bangga org cam dia, sbb, aku pernah baca, kwn syaitan ialah org islam yg jahat dan musuh syaitan ialah org kafir yg baik. kerana, org islam yg jahat da kemungkinan akan tersesat, pd bila2 masa sblm dia mati, tapi org kafir yg baik, da kemungkinan Allah kn buka hatinya tuk memeluk Islam sblm dia meninggal dunia